Journey of a thousand Miles begins with each step.

I am doing the impossible today, because I am undisciplined as an adult, I will be celibate and give up Vaping e-cigarettes. I simply have no self esteem from these behaviors as I feel these are redundant behaviors. I might be crazy, but this is a journey of a thousand miles, to discipline. No one feels like they are in control, if they are not in control of themselves first.

Do you have any suggestions to help me with my journey of discipline?

This is definitely what I hope to achieve, I have failed many times, but I also feel I have practiced being slightly stronger. I also know I may have borderline psychosis after this. Swearing myself silly.

But it is all in the name of persistent success as a spiritual warrior.

“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.”

― Rumi